Well I couldn't say it better. I can't think of another word. I don't know if it's life oor this pregnancy. But there has definitely been a shift.I have so much I want to say but I can't. I liken it to a comment a friend of mine made during NANOWRIMO. I told her I was having a hard time getting the words out. She asked was it because I was still living the story. You can't get it out until your done. I just stipped writting. But I no realize that I can't just stop living. So what do I do?